[Heizou lets out a long, shuddering sigh, ducking his head further out of sight against Kaveh's chest.]
...I'm tired of hurting.
[That's why he keeps trying to push it away, further and further with all the strength he can possibly muster. But Kaveh's right. It just build and builds and it feels like it's swallowing him whole. Months of waiting for Lyney to tell him the truth that he'd been slowly piecing together, quietly waiting and hoping for there to be enough trust or security or something so that he'd feel able to tell him. All that patience just to get thrown in his face when he has to hear it from someone else. It feels like it's eating Heizou alive.]
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...I'm tired of hurting.
[That's why he keeps trying to push it away, further and further with all the strength he can possibly muster. But Kaveh's right. It just build and builds and it feels like it's swallowing him whole. Months of waiting for Lyney to tell him the truth that he'd been slowly piecing together, quietly waiting and hoping for there to be enough trust or security or something so that he'd feel able to tell him. All that patience just to get thrown in his face when he has to hear it from someone else. It feels like it's eating Heizou alive.]