[WELL NOW HE'S GONNA CHOKE ON HIS COFFEE AND DIE THANKS FREMI.
...he stares at his shellphone a while. Well...it's freminet, he wouldn't ask this for no reason...]
Um, well. the whole story is a little complicated, and this started when we were still in the Akademiya, but...I suppose it's best to say it crept up on me. One day I came to realize that whatever I did, I wondered what he'd think, or I'd think about how he'd have responded, and I'd make plans with him always in mind, because I always wanted what I was doing to involve him.
But I don't even know yet. I think I do but I'm not sure. I feel so nervous around him and he always so nice. He's always helping me and I just want to repay him for his kindness.
Now, I can't say for certain it won't upset him, because I don't know who it is.
But I can tell you this, Freminet. Being honest with someone...trusting them enough to be vulnerable with them...it may not be something tangible. But it's probably the greatest gift you can give someone.
It took me a long time to learn that. It seems like your brother's only learning it now. And you don't have to do anything, if you don't want to...but I want you to really think about it, okay?
[...Doesn't Izuku have a--you know what he's gonna let Izuku field that.]
Hiding how you feel from someone can also upset them, Freminet. That...is how your brother hurt Heizou, after all.
I don't think Izuku would stop being your friend if you were honest with him, though. He might have to take a little time, because it's not a straightforward situation, but he'd try to understand your circumstances.
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oh freminet your assassination technique is flawless
...he stares at his shellphone a while. Well...it's freminet, he wouldn't ask this for no reason...]
Um, well. the whole story is a little complicated, and this started when we were still in the Akademiya, but...I suppose it's best to say it crept up on me. One day I came to realize that whatever I did, I wondered what he'd think, or I'd think about how he'd have responded, and I'd make plans with him always in mind, because I always wanted what I was doing to involve him.
And also, that I reaaaaally wanted to kiss him.
:D
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Thank you for letting me know. I’ll have to think about it.
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Nothing! I wanted to ask...!
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...If it's embarrassing to talk about.
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But I don't even know yet. I think I do but I'm not sure. I feel so nervous around him and he always so nice. He's always helping me and I just want to repay him for his kindness.
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Is it a different kind of nervous than you feel around other people, with him?
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...And yes, you are correct. It is different as I'm not sure how to react to his kindness.
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I think, if you just honestly tell him it makes you happy, he'd probably be thrilled.
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I don't want to upset him.
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But I can tell you this, Freminet. Being honest with someone...trusting them enough to be vulnerable with them...it may not be something tangible. But it's probably the greatest gift you can give someone.
It took me a long time to learn that. It seems like your brother's only learning it now. And you don't have to do anything, if you don't want to...but I want you to really think about it, okay?
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I don’t really know what to say. I never felt this way around anyone before. I don’t want to mess it up.
Especially not with…Mr. Izuku.
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Hiding how you feel from someone can also upset them, Freminet. That...is how your brother hurt Heizou, after all.
I don't think Izuku would stop being your friend if you were honest with him, though. He might have to take a little time, because it's not a straightforward situation, but he'd try to understand your circumstances.
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But why do you say that?