Your feelings of...physical desire are probably because of your longing for someone you cannot meet in thes world. For most people, love and lust are closely linked, and your loneliness strengthens the feeling in that absence.
It is a difficult kind of loneliness, bittersweet and painful. But it is not madness, nor something to be ashamed of. There's...a chance that relieving the physical pressure will make it increase, for a time, since you're unused to any of this. But there's an equal chance it will be better for your focus and mental state, to let off some of that pressure. I can't pretend to know which it will be for you, and it's your decision to make.
I simply ask that you don't make the decision out of fear of an unknown horizon. That denial of self...is an even worse sort of loneliness.
I avoid my exposure to that place whenever possible! I will not step foot on that tentacled leviathan if I can help it.
[ Did Kaveh ever learn that Sherlock has a fear involving octopuses and other tentacled mollusks? Well, if the random light projects of tentacles hadn't clued him in, maybe this will. ]
We might still have a few hidden away from Alhaitham's...research, but you'll have to ask him where he ended up putting them, I didn't want them on the cafe shelves when teenagers are often in the store.
That was hardly part of the content for my case studies and research using romance books.
[ That is because everyone who picked books for him gave him baby's first romances focusing on the discovery of love and not the parts that could happen after. The confused Victorian was floundering enough without the added topics. ]
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Gay dads helping their late blooming son
Oh.
they're doing their best
Your feelings of...physical desire are probably because of your longing for someone you cannot meet in thes world. For most people, love and lust are closely linked, and your loneliness strengthens the feeling in that absence.
It is a difficult kind of loneliness, bittersweet and painful. But it is not madness, nor something to be ashamed of. There's...a chance that relieving the physical pressure will make it increase, for a time, since you're unused to any of this. But there's an equal chance it will be better for your focus and mental state, to let off some of that pressure. I can't pretend to know which it will be for you, and it's your decision to make.
I simply ask that you don't make the decision out of fear of an unknown horizon. That denial of self...is an even worse sort of loneliness.
All of them are
It is some strange form of irony, or perhaps cruelty, to be surrounded by friends for once in my life and still feel so incredibly alone.
That is to say little of having to struggle with the manifestation of this physical yearning and needing to learn of practical solutions as well.
[ Life is infinitely stranger than anything which the mind of man could invent.... ]
unfortunately yes
But there may be...instructive literature on the Naughtilust, if you can manage to get to it.
Some bests are more shocking than others
[ Did Kaveh ever learn that Sherlock has a fear involving octopuses and other tentacled mollusks? Well, if the random light projects of tentacles hadn't clued him in, maybe this will. ]
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We might still have a few hidden away from Alhaitham's...research, but you'll have to ask him where he ended up putting them, I didn't want them on the cafe shelves when teenagers are often in the store.
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[ Yes, some of Alhaitham's survey questions had been about sex. However, he seemed to have known the logistics of such an act. ]
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[ That is because everyone who picked books for him gave him baby's first romances focusing on the discovery of love and not the parts that could happen after. The confused Victorian was floundering enough without the added topics. ]
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[ Spoilers: He probably does not ask. ]